My Name Is

Hello, my name is Charlie
And I can't find my escape
I'm a victim to
                        all that I do
Far more than I can take
  (And I've turned off all the lights
  And ripped the moon out of the sky
  God and what I wouldn't give
  To close my eyes and die)
But another minute, fitful sleep
I try to get some rest
From the screaming, self demeaning
Voices in my head
  Hello, my name is Charlie
  And I'm afraid to see
  The scars, the sweat, unwanted sex
  I hope this isn't me
Hello, my name is Charlie
You taught me fear and shame
You stole my identity
And you never knew my name