Pills

I'm losing my mind
Or so I am told
You know I'm too young
But I've gotten so old
Whispering softly
That I'll be just fine
But this is life, no-
No one gets out alive
If I could take off my mask
And peel off my scars
Would it even be worth it?
(But I've gone too far)
I haven't decided
If I should give up
If I'm even worth saving
(I'm not good enough)
Each one is trying
To find a nice way
To tell me they don't know, no
That I won't be okay
I half remember
Though I never half knew
I watched you walk away...
Why don't I miss you?
The pills numb the feeling
They numb the pain
They numb the memory
...but I stay the same